Friday, April 16, 2010
Went to madrasah today with Fiqah only coz Marl is sick..was raining heavily...bus also came late...haiyo..so many people at the bus stop sey...reached mosque at 7pm..they were reading in the class...I was not in the mood to do anyting...so sad...then Nash came...I just ignored...never react also...:( Fiqah was my spy for today...thankz babe..did a group discussion before magrihb..then Nash was near me & keep on looking at me...He should feel how I feel at tis moment..:(:( I was having headache & sore throat...feel so weak...wanted to sleep for a while but cant...wanted to go home but Fiqah say dont..haiz..I feel so weak wen I looked at hym..went home alone...feel like wanted to faint but control...he walked pass by me with his frenz & nvr looked at me...nvm lh...I noe wat to do then...I don't know why he changed suddenly...It's hurts me so much coz I love hym..:( Why is he not the same Nash tat I knew on 05032010??"Oh God, please show me the right way..Wat should I do??Why does he treat me like nobody??Is he trying to hurt me or wat?I'm confused....Is it my fault tat I fall in love with hym??Should I confront hym one day??How I wish tat he understand my feelings at tis moment.."
